My dear, I exhaled you.
For a while, I didn’t think that this is possible.
For a while, all I was breathing was still you.
I had your scent on my skin, it’s as if sometimes you were still there, somehow. I read about how to let go. I tried to search everywhere and see how.
I felt like it’s something I needed to learn. Someone then told me it’s going to happen, when I will live every single moment as intensely as my soul wants and yearns to.
I danced with my demons and I searched within, I learned how to be in harmony with my body, and give myself the confidence I was looking for. I learned to love myself more than ever and I discovered that I will never apologise for being fiercely me. And fearlessly me.
My heart went silent for a bit.
There might have even been numbness. And pain.
But I inhaled. And then exhaled. Exhaled you.
” then, she began to breathe and live and every moment took her to a place where goodbyes were hard to come by. she was in love, not with someone or something, she was in love with her life. and for the first time, in a long time, everything was inspiring”.